tired

i tried to think of a fun topic to write about tonight. but i couldn't think of anything.

my brain feels like mush. i'd really like to call out tomorrow- but i have so many people coming in, and they needs meds. and i'd just feel irresponsible. but i don't know how much longer i can go on at this pace. there are just too many clients and too much work. i am drowning in it.

i didn't get a ton of sleep last night. as predicted, i don't sleep my best in new places. but it was really nice to be there anyway. except now i'm exhausted and i feel like if i don't go to bed immediately i may die. i probably should have been in bed by now, but i am continually adding music to my itouch. and i had to check the weather and do a lot of other mundane things to avoid thinking about anything too much.

i am even going to skip reading. and just go straight to bed.
i'm hoping tomorrow i can see audria and the babies for a little bit before meeting colin for an outdoor movie at penn's landing. audria doesn't know this yet though. hmm perhaps an email is in order...it's always nice to let people in on your plans, when they are in fact part of the plan. correct?